So many things

I find myself lately finding so many things I wish I could do. Money is tight right now, I am not working much, TJ is travelling far to work and yet here I am wanting to try a million things. I know I have a calling out there I just don't quite know what it is. I watch Food Network all the time in hopes of finding new recipes to try so that we don't eat out as much and that has worked, however, now I want to be a professional cake decorator. Actually, I just want to make those super awesome cupcakes that those 2 Smart Cookies ladies do, they are sooooooo cute. Simple, you think and then you buy all the stuff to try it but they turn out nothing like that.

I have started a new business selling Sensaria, natural body products and that has been doing well. I can supplement some of our income in just a couple hours a few nights a month and I have fun doing it. Right now, for some reason I am having a hard time finding people who will host a party and people who said they would to actually follow through. It's frustrating but I do what I can.

I really have been feeling the urge to go back to school. My dream since before having kids was to work in the Labor and Delivery part of the hospital but having kids put that on hold. I really want to get started on this soon, but time and money are not at my dispense currently. I'd love to take photos more often........again working and being alone most the time with the kids makes that difficult as well.

I want to do so much, but how can I be 50 people at once? I can't. So for now, I be super mom and do what I know best. When the time is right I will pursue these dreams.....